Ever
Emilie Autumn

I've been racing for you honey

But you take your love

From under my feet

The very moment I arrive

I hold the invitation in my hand

You smile and I don't understand

When you tell me the writing ain't yours

You were the one thing I could count on

Even if your apathy was what I expected

Oh darling I waited and waited to feel your footsteps

And to hear your breath

But maybe I just wanted someone to wait for


[Chorus:]

You were ever in my mind

You were behind my soul each time

I held it to the flame

You were ever in my precious thoughts

I'd leave a room of angels

Just to be alone

If only to say your name

I never told you I needed you darling

Like a rose needs the rain

How could you possibly know how much

So I reach for your love

Like the moon and the stars

Ever in my sight

Ever out of touch


There's a spotlight of a holy kind

Think it comes from somewhere

Up in the sky or from some far off lovely place

But this light never ever ever shone on me

At least as far as I could see

So I sat in the dark and I watched you

Now I just cry to myself

When there's no one around

And I teach myself to walk backwards

Out of any given situation

Yes I can be graceful and try

Not to step on my train and

You don't have to say goodbye

But I'll be right here if you want to


[Chorus:]


Now I could paint your portrait

If I never saw you again

When I am old someone may ask me

If I ever loved

And I will speak but they won't recognize

My words, they'll say I'm telling lies

And maybe I am

Maybe I am

All I know is


[Chorus:]


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  306   306 [*]   4 o'Clock   A Letter From A Friend (Poem)   A Plea to the Dying (Poem)   A Strange Device   Absynthe   Across The Sky   Alas (The Knight)   All My 'Lovin   All My Lovin'   All My Loving   Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life   Asleep   Asleep (The Smiths cover)   At What Point Does A Shakespeare Say (Poem)   Be Silent, Be Still   Best Safety Lies In Fear   Blackbird Sonnets (Poem)   Bohemian Rhapsody   Bohemian Rhapsody (Queen cover)   By The Sword   By The Sword (Poem)   Castle Down   Chambermaid   Chambermaid [Album Version]   Close (Poem)   Come Away   Constant   Crazy He Calls Me   Dead is the New Alive   Dead is the New Alive [*]   Dead is the New Alive [Manipulator Mix]   Delirium   Didn't (Poem)   Don't Blame Me   Don't Blame Me   Dreams   Empty (Poem)   Epilogue   Epilogue: What If   Everybody's Girl (Poem)   Excerpts From The Upcoming Book   Faces Like Mine   Fight Like A Girl   Find Me A Man   Funny How Things Change   Funny How Things Change (Poem)   Gaslight   Gaslight Reprise   Gentlemen Aren't Nice   Gentlemen Aren't Nice   Geordie   Ghost (Poem)   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Asylum remix by Inkydus...   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Bad Girl remix by The F...   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Cyndi Lauper cover)   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Harpsichord Rendezvous)   Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Teatime remix by EA)   Girls! Girls! Girls!   Gloomy Sunday   God Help Me   Goodbye (Poem)   Goodnight, Sweet Ladies   Gothic Lolita   Gothic Lolita [*]   Heard It All   Hell is Empty   Hollow Like My Soul   Homesick Sonnets (Poem)   How Strange   How To Break A Heart (Poem)   I Could Jump the Track (Poem)   I Cried For You (Poem)   I Didn't Mean You (Poem)   I Don't Care Much   I Don't Understand   I Don't Care Much   I Know It's Over (The Smiths cover)   I Know It's Over   I Know Where You Sleep   I Know Where You Sleep [*]   I Saved The World Today (The Eurythmics cover)   I Want My Innocence Back   I Want My Innocence Back   I Want My Innocence Back [*]   If (Poem)   If I Burn   If You Could Only Know (Poem)   If You Feel Better   If You Feel Better (Poem)   In a World of My Own   In Praise of Cyrano   In Praise Of Cyrano (Poem)   In Reality   In The Lake   Is It My Body   Is It My Body (Alice Cooper cover)   Juliet   Jump The Track (Poem)   Lady Anne   Largo For Violin   Let It Die   Let The Record Show   Liar   Liar (Manic Depressive Mix by ASP)   Liar (Medical Mix by Angelspit)   Liar (Murder Mix by Brendon Small)   Liar [*]   Little Boy (Poem)   Mad Girl   Mad Girl (live)   Manipulation   Manipulation (Poem)   Marry Me   Medicate With Tea   Misery Loves Company   Misery Loves Company [*]   Miss Lucy Had Some Leeches   My Fairweather Friend   Nearer Than You (Poem)   Never Tasted Tears (Poem)   Never You Mind   O Mistress Mine   On a Day...   On Artistic Integrity (Poem)   One Foot in Front of the Other   Opheliac   Opheliac [*]   Organ Grinder   Photographic Memory   Poem: At What Point Does a Shakespeare Say   Prick Goes The Scorpion's Tail   Prologue   Prologue: Across the Sky   Rant 2 (Poem)   Rant I (Poem)   Rapunzel   Rapunzel Sonnets (Poem)   Remember   Revelry   Rose Red   Russian Bride   Save You   Scavenger   Second Hand Faith   Shalott   Shalott [*]   Smirking Girl (Poem)   So Many Fools (Poem)   Space   Space (Poem)   Start Another Story   Swallow   Take The Pill   Tea Will Rock You   Thank God I'm Pretty   Thank God I'm Pretty   The Art Of Suicide   The Ballad of Mushroom Down (Poem)   The Day You Love (Poem)   The Key   The Muse (Poem)   The Music I Heard Once (Poem)   The One (Poem)   The Star Spangled Banner   Time For Tea   Try My Best (Poem)   Two Masks (Poem)   Visions (Poem)   We Want Them Young   What If   What Right Have I   What Right Have I? (Poem)   What Will I Remember?   Willow   Willow [Instrumental]   With Every Passing Day (Upstairs, Downstairs cover...   Woman (Poem)   Words From "The Asylum"   Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots (Flaming Lips cove...

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