Waiting for your call, it's past midnight. nthe blankets cold on your side. nthese words i'm writting down are medication now each word heals me. ni can't seem to fall asleep without you next to me. nnwe said goodbye, held you one last time. nhow we felt inside. the look in your eyes when we said goodbye never leaves my mind. nnmy eyes are closed. my lungs breathe in, then hold. exhale all of the fear of you not being here, i'll pray for you. nni'll try my best to sleep without you next to me. nnwe said goodbye, held you one last time. nhow we felt inside. the look in your eyes when we said goodbye never leaves my mind. nni want to tell you when i get the chance that i miss you if i haven't yet. nwith you not here i'm such a mess. nand all i can do is wait here for you. ni'm waiting again, waiting again and again nn