nAnd as I lie here nIn this darkened room nMy arms empty nMy eyes blind nI wish to God I could hold you again nIt doesn't have to be for long nAny longer than you want it to be nBut I need to touch you nTo feel your soft skin's gleam nEven though it can only end one way nAnd that in tears nI need to be hurt by you again nTo prove I still exist nJust to know I'm still real nThat our memories are real nThat I am real nThat we were real n