Morals gone the same way as innocence nCorruption takes root in untilled soil nLimbo from afar never seemed so cold nStill you have an unknowing, strangling hold nA weight crushing upon me nSisyphean the toil nIt suffocates all hope and thought of redemption nnOne path taken nWhile the other is lost nI live, mocked by the one untrod nIt poisons me slowly, pervading all nRegrets course through me nThey threaten to kill nThe journey takes me nThis Rubicon crossed nCloser to heaven nYet further from God nnVoluptuary nNo turning back nVoluptuary nMy choice is made nnI've endured the rack, felt it pull me apart nMy God, how did this ever start? nSuffered stark terrors nThe long, dark night of the soul nThrice the cock crowed nI've tried to fill the hole nYet no prick of conscience penetrates nTo save me from this fall from heavenly grace nnOne path taken nWhile the other is lost nI live, mocked by the one untrod nIt poisons me slowly, pervading all nRegrets course through me nThey threaten to kill nThe journey takes me nThis Rubicon crossed nCloser to heaven nYet further from God nnVoluptuary nNo turning back nVoluptuary nMy choice is made nnConsumed by passion nI must give in to sin nSo help me I used to have an untainted soul nThis passion has wormed its way beneath my skin nThese ravenous doubts are devouring me whole nIf the road to hell is paved with good intentions nThen I cannot tell where it is I am going n