* 1 of 4...My name is Ian Mathias BavitzI was born in 1-9-7-6, at Biosfet hospital, located in Long Island, NYI am 6 foot, for I weigh 2-0-0 poundsI have brown hair and green eyesI enjoy writing songs, painting, movies and diner foodI have two brothers, Chris and Grahamand two parents, Paul and JameijaIn august of 2-0-0-1 I went crazy..This was originally not for public consumptionThis was made for four people... four people that literally saved my lifeThey know who they are..And ahhh I mean I could live to be a thousand years old and never re-pay themI don't think this song would pay for themBut hopefully by putting it out, push the bank a little further..This ain't a burner for the whips (no it isn't)This ain't even Aesop Rock fly earthworm demeanor (no it isn't)My name is Ian Mathias Bavitz and I was born in Long Island, New YorkSeventy Six, before Graham and after Chris... OKIn August of 2001 my seemingly splinter-proof brain bone, scaffling implodedI kept it on the hush, but nearly tumblingto the cold hard concrete on near bodega tripsfor ciggaretes and soda, shook me to kasperDizzy with a nothern chaser, motor sensory eraserGorophobe tunnel vision, guilt, self loathing arrangementsRose rapidly outta fog I'd never fished inthat abates three separate foreign men'sWhile I seems to hook lines and syncro simple fishingSimple primitive self taught, easing of soul, mind and bodybut the symptoms rejected my cave-man modus operandiSo now it's one fish belly up, through medicated mol edgeShrinks that get 250 an hour for awkward silenceAnd, I'd be lying if I said all of thismade even the slightest fragment of sense to meThat's frail... Simply putI don't know what happened, or what's stillhappeningI literally feel like I'm teetering on the blunt edge of my sanityJAMIE, I killed the robots and I'm sorryBroke down in front of you, embarrassedbut you lent a heart and hand that only you couldyou're one of my best friends and yes I'd take that bullet for youThat's my word, which is about all I have leftTONY, I know you know you crazy, 'cause you told mebut that did never bother you, I hold you as my brother 'til deathAnd I got your back if ever the drunk goblin stepfor makin' a cat laugh, when I was walking with the deadKATHERINE, mother figure, older sister, concerned be a limitsLetting me know I wasn't the only one with thisContinuous offers for vacation, Chicago visitsTalked me to repair of a head full of broken pistonsRIYAH, for the late night movie rentals and the company I neededAn' you knew it, but I just wouldn't admit itYou listened to me brag about my issues for hoursOffer incredible advice, gave me a hug when I was finishedAm I a jack of all trades? Nope... I like to write songs tho'Are they good? I dunno..But I could tell you that I only write shit down when I believe itSo take this how you want, but know I mean itI want you all to know that I'm scaredNow my fuckin' crooked soul never faced a monster like the last few monthsNever in my whole life... I wish I could explain this better (I can't)But the pieces won't formulate it to anything even close to cohesiveSo I guess this is my feeble way to thank youFour soldiers that extended something sacred off the purity of kindnessI owe you all my life and please don't argue with that statement'Cause without y'all I may not have a life to offer, take itThank youI wish I could explain this better. (Thank you)I'm sorry for burdening your pleasures. (Thank you)I love you all with all that's left of me. (Thank you)For helping try to kill what made a mess of me. (Thank you)Somehow, someway. (Thank you)I'ma get you back someday. (Thank you)Just gotta figure this all out... So..I guess it is kind of funny when you look headed from a step backHow one man can literally buckle under the same pressuresOther men operate normally underI have soaked this out from all angles, walking through timeI have been over everything in my head, still I can't think anymoreBut I guess some times, when you can't breathe, there are people thereto breathe for youI am lucky enough to have those people around meThank you for helping me to not dieThank you for helping me to not diePocket full of pennies, and a soul gone tiltCockpit full of memories and a dream full of guiltAesop Rock 1 Of 4 (Thank You)
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