so many have penetrated this body nhow can you say I'm not easy nsure my social skill set is shoddy nso is your personality nand I'm just sick enough to keep writing this song nand you're just thick enough to clap your hands and sing along nwell I wish I may, I wish I might nrule the world one day as uncle aunti-socialite nn'cause I dont believe in heroes, but I believe in friends nand I believe that optimism without cynicism is a sin njust let yourself have one quote unquote bad day nI dare you to have a feeling, they'll have you someday anyway nand what's so wrong with feminine boys? nsorry for the euphemism nthere's a fun valley girl in this sad texas boy nand we don't need your sexorcism nnI'm an indoor person and you can suck it nmy idea of the great outdoors is a nice big patio nor a cigarette on a fire escape nan air-conditioned roadtrip down a well-paved interstate nand I throw words like love and hate naround like confetti, then I watch them dissipate nnand I'm almost comfortable in my own skin nI've walked around in it for years without fitting in nI shouldnt have to suntan or highlight my hair nin order to feel beautiful if I don't really care nI'm always going all the way down, but I always find my way back up nI tend to choke on dicks and emotions, drink placebo potions, cry rivers and oceans nnand I can sing my own damn lullaby nand if you want a happy song, then you can write your own nI love me, I hate me, I need to escape me nbut more importantly I need for you to leave me the fuck alone nnand thanks to those who loved me when i could not love myself nwho embraced the raincloud above me nand dragged us both down off the shelf ni never dreamed that i would stay this long