Sick of going out of my mind every time I seenSomebody that looks like you, it's killing me.nBecause I think you're there for me,nBut when I realize you're not it's back to despair,nSo please, take note I'm going crazy.nnDid you get a chance to read the letter I sent to you?nOr did you throw it away 'cause of everything I put you through?nI guess I understand, just realize I'm looking for help from a friendnAnd you, you're the only one I can trust.nI want to tell you all about how I try so hard to keep it all on the right track.nI want to tell you about the times I fuck up and wake up lying on my back.nI wish I could call you to pick me up,nI know it's too much to ask fornSo I sit up and light up a cigarette.nAnd tell myself over and over again.nnIt was all just a dream,nAnd it's time to come clean,nAnd it's time to move on,nNo matter how hard it seems.