It's desperation in my face fromnAlifetime of pain and isolationnEvery day is just the fucking samenI want to change but I can't get my foot in any doornEvery time I knock, there's nobody homenBut what's the point in waiting outside alone?nThe doors are locked and there's no windowsnAnd outside it's always thirty belownnJust when it feels like it might not be so badnIt always kicks back and tells me where I standnnAll this strife and all these tearsnAnd all this anger for all these yearsnHave left me broken and is what keeps me herenI'll never be happy without you here