I'm counting down the daysnUntil I can get the fuck out of this placenI swear I'm never coming backnBecause I found everything I lacknI found comfort in a land far awaynWhere I don't feel like I've got a foot in the gravennIt's not about younIt's about menPlease leave me alonennI'm so sick of fightingnWith every single person that I knownAnd I'm so sick of lyingnAnd burying myself in a holenI just want to fill the tank up and drivenIt's the only thing that still makes me feel alivennIt's not about younIt's about menPlease leave me alonennI don't think I'll ever make it out alivenSo I might as well just kill myself tonightnI don't want to nBut I don't see any other way