Reminiscing of when I was living in fearnIs he here yet?nI feel sweat building on my upper backnChildren are under attacknWith every question marknWhen testing startsnHearts burn and stomachs knotnInner organs begin to morph innTo dinnerless orphansnAsking for more things to digest for OlivernBut I love hernYou do?nI guessnWhat part, all of her?nYeah except when she tempts mennYou know those uncontrollable feelings and thoughts except themnNow I accept when she tempts men to extendnPlutonic handshakes and I'm all hung up on sex againnAnd untrusting is she still talking to him?nI'm hung up I used to be off the hooknPicked up girls and read them motives like an awful booknPut them downnFast but gently to maintain the grass entry level positionnLast century I had several decisionsnTo make before the new milleniumnTo secure financesnAs for dollars did I make a mill or any?nCheck the public record freedom of informationnAct One Scene Two Third page Fourth paragraphnFifth center sixth word seventh letter GnSeems like I ain't make anynAnd I'm stuck clutching on to my very last pennynLoafer searching every crevice of the sofanWarning you not to get any closernI need some space to breathenAnd he's making menShovel the snow cut the grass and rake the leavesnTake these responsibilities and shove 'emnThese working boots weren't made for runningnYour landscaping businessnMy hands are shaking hidden fistsnHolding a dead fishnBreaking limp wristsnAnd listening for lispsnSmack speech impediments out your mouth piecenI'm all alone in the foster homenKilling myself with the house keys