sad sad monster. turn those horns up. nnburn the back roads. find your way out. nntroubled love life...give the gift of yourself... nnto the dark. nnnnground control to lost soul, ground control to lost soul. nnif you copy...come in lost soul. come in lost soul. we lost contact. - josh brown nnabort mission. we lost contact. nnnnnndon't these dead streets back you into bad corners? nncurbs crumble once you park your ass on 'em. nnparking meters overdue. violation goes unnoticed. nnout of all of those who tried to travel off road...you've come the closest. nnso i grant you this toast: nnto all of those who showed promise and never made one that broke. nni salute you. i never meant to lose you, nnbut i know this road don't go where it used to. nni've got a map that looks a lot like your veiny arms. nnit ain't to scale, but it details the name of this song. nnand this one is called canceled flight blues. nna manipulative twist i think that manson might've used. nnbut poor musicians come a dime a dozen. nnand you're the egg man, a flash in the pan, and your yolk is running. nnwho broke that hard outer covering? nnsome chick in your mix you couldn't level with, headless horseman? nncome the suffering...go the direction... nnfollowing air currents, but it was my drift you were supposed to be catching. nnfish nets collect dust in stagnant water. nni haven't heard back from you since the gag order. nnpussy cat got your tongue? nnpick it up up up up up... (end communication). nnnnbad, bad actor. flip that script now. nnread these cue cards. find your way out. nncasting call girl...give the gift of yourself... nnto the dark. nnnnyou're a lint ball who moves on the whim of the wind. nnconfused flexible movement for freedom. nnif the walls you keep bouncing off of are closing in, nnthere's only so much time before your rhythm gets broken. nni could hear it speeding up before we lost signal. nnit caused a ripple effect. rings on the radar would intersect. nnnow your fingers are off limits; nni can't hold your hand longer than your attention span. nnthe two-way street that we were supposed to meet on is just a one-way dead end. nnyou're some of my best friends. press send. nnwhere are the donuts you've been lost inside? nntow trucks you've been forced to ride? hold ups at the border line? nncustoms will confiscate costumes. nneat my dust and get exhausted, force fed my car fumes. nni can't afford a duty tax so expensive. nncome off your head trip and visit where your old friends live. nnyou're sensitive...like the time...critical. nnyou swore to god on a lie and didn't die...you're invincible. nnkiss the pavement...make love while cars spin. nnbe careful when the unsafe sex parade comes a marchin'. nnthey've got full body condoms to carry you off in. nni wish i told you that while we were still talking.