I WAS DAMNEDnnFuck Get out your emotionnFull of chaos Scream of bornnnI can not feel of myselfnField of real you can bloom I know whatevernAvoid bleeding of dreamnI can not feel of yourselfnField of real you can fly you know whatevernI kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apartnnI should just melt away in the sweet darknessnAnd throw away the stupid realitynDon't you think so?nEverything meaningless just gets twisted into a knotnnThe empty days ticking awaynShow you check it out and gonAre your weakness and sadness burning?nDrop of mad Drop of badnNow, you are born here BloodnnI can not deal with myselfnField of unreal you can bloom I know whatevernAvoid bleeding of dreamnIn the bottom of chaosnThere's something inside me that pulls beneath the surfacenYou know whatevernI kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apartnThe transient days repeatingnMy heart beats at sleepless nightsnCan't turn off the depressionnThe unstoppable sound of the grieving heartbeatnMy beliefs drift awaynDead, but the heart keeps beatingnWatch it count down to the end of the daynFear is how I fall confusing what is realnnTo the bright sky farawaynShow you check it out and gonAre your weakness and sadness burning?nDrop of mad Drop of badnNow, you are born here BloodnnYou want to escape from there too?nIt's never too latenAll you have to do is break away with your own handsnnThe empty days ticking awaynShow you check it out and gonAre your weakness and sadness burning?nDrop of mad Drop of badnNow, you are born here BloodnnDrop of mad Drop of sadnKneel down and disappearnDrop of chaos Drop of chaosnThe unworthy should just die