JUST MAD PAINnnI woke up unexpectedly at nightnThis voice I hear, is it my window of hope?nOr is it from the depth of my mind?nMy eyes are wide open, and yet I don't knownCan't find the reason to livennFeel just mad painnFeel just mad painnnWhen did this happen?nMy heart is in pain and it won't stopnnFeel just mad painnFeel just mad painnnEverything seems to be a lienAnd everything keeps deceiving mennI woke up flapping my wingsnThe scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tearsnnThe confusion weighs in againnThe unstoppable voices start a diffused reflectionnCan it be erased?nCan it be killed?nI close my eyes, but I don't knownCan't find a single proof that I'm livingnnIn this transitory worldnI stare into my heart becoming stainednAnd I'm alone and I can't do anythingnIn the painnnFeel just mad painnFeel just mad painnnWhy?nI hold dear within my ill gotten beliefsnWhy?nI welcome tomorrow without understanding todaynnI woke up flapping my wingsnThe scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tearsnnIt bloomed in the traces of my tearsnHeld by nothingnessnIn the voice that won't stop ringingnDeep inside the burned out truthnIs the one piece of hope