so this is just like always,nthere is something still missing.nalthough everything seems to be in its place,ni can't even see how my conscience protects me,nand i can't even learn how your trust is won in small steps.nnand so... this is just a small step forward.nnwhat is the only real truth? njust to agree with every smart word? nor a safe place where we can meet at last? nthis is the same old endless need, nthis sense of perfection that i have to feed. nam i being stupid or is this just human behaviour?nnand now i'm finding it very hard,nto take the tiniest step forward if it can't be in my own pace.nnthis is just a small step forward, nfind your strength.nthis is just a small step forward, nfind the strength to take the tiniest step forward.nnand how far is too far?