I'm sick of school and I'm sick for homenThis stupid feeling just won't leave me alonenWhat the hell am I doing herenI'm tired of a future that's so unclearnI gotta keep trying 'cause I'm not dying herenI don't know if I can make it another four yearsnI'm laying awake, is this a mistakenI don't know how much more I can takenI turn on the TV and numb my brainnAnd hope this feeling goes awaynI know this feeling and I think it's called sadnI guess that I'm just not used to thatnI'm hoping soon it will go awaynAnd things will be different after todayni decided something in my life todaynMy only goal in life is to be happynIt's weighing so heavy on my mindnIt won't go away cause it's there all the timenI don't think you understand my plightn'Cause the only way is to know I'm right am I rightnAnd I asked myself today am I really happy?nAnd the question in itself is enough to make a changenNo more sleepless nights