I'm short on ideas but I'm not short on anger and confusionnYou say that I don't control my life and you don't know who I amnWell maybe I don't eithernDo you see my effort? Or just the things I lacknI'm only mad 'cause I know you're right and now I'm watching my backnYou look at me analytically but I'm passive towards myselfnI don't know if this is good for us but I know it's bad for my healthnI'm angry because you made me look at myselfnI'm angry because you made me doubt myself, I doubt myself nownAnd my relationships they are falling apartnAnd I'm growing further from younI want to say that this is someone else's faultnBut it's as much me as it is younHow come I feel like I'm on trial when all I need is a friend?