How can we be expected to forgivenThose who trample our soul?nThe ones who bring on red visionnAnd lack of self controlnThere's this lump of pride and bitterness that's choking me bluenI can't forget what I despise I can't forgive younNew memories are Novocain to make the old ones numbnBut with the slightest reminder, back the pain will comenWith the slightest reminder, and then we're on the runnLook what I have done as wellnIt is a part of me that I don't like if you couldn't tellnSorry can't take away the hard truth or a lienForgiveness to me is just another word I will replace with forgettingnOr fake smiles or pretending but never truly letting what happen be forgivennNever forgive, can you ever forgive?nI said I'm sorry, isn't that supposed to make everything okay?nForgive me can I make this right?