I lie beside her in vainnI hide and try to run awaynThis life is becoming routinely fucked and gaynI've died and want to stay this waynnI think my pain is wonderfulnI hope It'll last forevernThis shit has eaten at my soulnMe and you I would love to severnnI can't help it but I think I need something elsennPush you out and take her from the coldnNew pussy is a warm forgivernUse it up and throw away the oldnSuicide has never seemed better