I was lost and no one believed menBut he was not who I am todaynAll the bad is all in my headnAs I waste my life awaynMemories of realities with thenPeople that have forgotten menAnd the disbelieve of a preached reliefnLet it take a hold of mennMy black and white, all so admittedly extremenI break apart when I’m all alonenBut what’s the use of giving you abusenWhen I have it all my ownnI see through you and what you want to donYou can’t fix me and I don’t want you tonIts hella bad for me to love a sick diseasenIt really puts me in the moodnnI think I've stopped myself for nownToo far to trace steps back somehownBeen forced to fail, given a negative labelnThe tragedy is that I can see this nAnd I can’t just break awaynnWhy do I not understand things?nLife is just too demandingnI want out sometimesnI have a problem that runs so deepnAnd that’s when I treat you wrongnNow see how fast it comes on