I want to be stuck inside you, notnFinding these replacements for younListen to silence in my headnHappiness hangs by a thin threadnWhen I went blindnMy sadness shinednI could not findnMoods in my mindnFucking myself 'til I can't think about itnFucking myself 'til I don't knownI can tell what I can swallownI want to become so hollownI am such a fucking creep andnI've dug so much fucking deepernnI've begun to begin againnBut I wish it had been the end