There are sometimes in my lifenneverything feels rightnndont pay attention i give it allnnthere are sometimes in my lifenneverything feels wrongnnim hearing voices they get me downnnthere are sometimes in my lifenneverything feels rightnnthere are sometimes in my lifenneverything feels wrongnnand they say all good things come to an endnni say fuck it they barely even startednndrink to find comfort, drink to forgetnneleven years later it hasnt helped yetnnand they say always think about your futurennwell i dont care im living for the momentnnworries for later those things dont phase mennuntil they start forcing directionnnwaiting for the day searching for a waynngotta find some place that i dont feel failurennwhat they what they saynndoesnt make much sense to mennwhat they what they saynnit puts me in a state of declinennwhat they say what they saynnits always whats best for themnnwhen you taech me how to feelnnthats when i turn myself off