Ft. Raekwon
(Intro)
It's beatin' so hard tho
Yeah
It's like some 95 shit
Word
Uh
(Verse)
Yo, I only start, but then I think
I drown, I couldn't swim
My mind, I'm on the planks
Don't push me, I'm on the edge
Control that I get, lot of shit on my mind
Turn left, right up the alley
Very dark, little light
Little fight when they clash
Like the daemon and the knight
Young Jedi, my mind - lightsaber
That bright, dark side gettin' close
Can't lose this battle, I grab a pen
Jot these words down
I swim, yo I can't drown
I'm runnnin', I'm runnin'
I can't give up
I get to thinkin' I'm racin'
But now I'm stuck
You see, I live in my head
The world is bullshit, too many lies
Fake smiles, is you full o' this?
A lil laugh can mean harm
Hand shake, a story is maybe plottin'
Or maybe genuine, sleep can be the end of him
Better wake up! Betta live yo life
Betta pay yo ties, and read right all lies
(Hook)
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
Tellin' me to make these choices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
I can't listen to these voices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it
(Verse 2: Chris Skillz)
4:46 in the evening, dees is leavin' me
Me oppin' to the red ass then me headin' to the deacon
Damn, them niggas up on 'ditement is speedin'
One just hit the wrong thing, I couldn't even dream it
Got a phone call early that mornin'
The jacuzzi and the water snorin'
Yelling 'fucked up, it's pourin'
And my high fell off, I hung off the phone
These the niggas you don't tell on
They put money on faces, nigga, that long ill chef
You know how we be lacin' you, somethin' came up
Need a favor, the paper lick flavorful
I popped in, walked in the crib, they at the round table
(Hook)
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
Tellin' me to make these choices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
I can't listen to these voices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it
(Verse 3: Raekwon)
I always heard but didn't listen
I ran but neva got it
I felt it but didn't fill you
I cried but neva showed it
I smile, but I'm hidin'
It's kinda easy that way
When the pain's not beside ya
It's kinda easy to stay
Kinda easy to dream, kinda easy to pray
To a God you don't know, you just hope He keeps em away
Cuz somebody is close, they say it all in vain
From the time you was born, they like to speak of His name
I try to run, I-I I try to run
At times I get weak, faded and grab a gun
Fight with emotion, there's somethin' bout that feelin' when I load it
Angry inside, I can't control it
My arm extends and starts to bend
A voice inside says I'm yo friend
I decline, he neglects
Save yo mind, run, I can't be next!
(Hook)
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
Tellin' me to make these choices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it
Sometimes, I wanna listen to these voices
I can't listen to these voices
Like, like pull it, pull it, like pull it