I can't hidenMyself from this terriblenFeeling ofnFrustration that finallynLead me outnOf reality, leavingnMe without strengthnHow can I face myself?nnIt's growingnInside my mindnA threat I cannot definenThis strange feeling screamsnDeafening as a hornnSince the day I was bornnnShall I stopnAnd try to face itnBurning in stifling heat?nI'm on my kneesnWhat the hell is that thing?nIt is unrelentingnnThis is the sad storynOf a boy in love with apathynBut feel no mercy with friendsnThe boy will ask for help until the end of timenI'm feeling sadnI'm feeling sicknI'm feeling badnnBut I'm too weak to face this declinenIt is always by my sidenThis feeling's driving me madnAnd now I can only implorenBut they don't want to give me the love I'm begging fornnIn their eyesnI can seenThe spite and the growing anger toward menBut what else can I do for them?nI do my best, it's truennI'm not able to live on my ownnSo please just leave me alone.nWhat the hell can I do for themnIf I don't feel ashamed?nThis is the sad storynOf a boy in love with apathy