Can't you feel that I have changed my mindnAbout my lure of death and suicidenI've felt myself really ashamed since the timenI lost one of my best friends and my mindnnWon't follow him!nnI think that I would not do some-nThing like that to the peoplenWho protected me when I was youngernnBut I can't really feel some hatenMy friend was so afraidnThat he had not realisednnThe pain he would make me feelnThe pain he would make us feelnThe pain he would make them feelnnThis wound that can't heal upnThis mouth that won't shut upnRemembering that he is gonennHe left this world behind to run away from depressionnBut I can't really forgivenYou've left this world behind to run away from depressionnBut I can't really forgive