I fell asleep tonight by your side
Despite that look you gave, tried to avoid it
I tried to hide the hurt in my eye
I didn't try to move, you didn't try to speak
You didn't think I'm anything
Some other day we'll come to despise
This deeply hidden trust, learn to ignore it
I tried to hide the guilt in my eye
You never heard me say that we all think it's strange
I don't want you to undermine
That time has gone and now I'm finally on my own
But I'm not too young to understand this time
I forced myself so hard to disguise
The underlying truth, a sense of pressure
Replaying scenes of hope undermined
I didn't try to move, you didn't try to speak
You didn't think I'm anything
Every time you ask a question you extend your reach
If we never give an answer we won't have to speak
Call to question the unrelenting privacy we keep.