Called you on your private number nLeft a message on your mobile phone nEven tried the operator nWhen I call, no one's home nTrying just so hard to reach you nTry to keep this thing alive nYou are the woman I need to speak to nDidn't you know there's a monster inside nnIf you're gonna carry on then deep inside nI'll give my heart to the winter nIf you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness nnSo I went and sat in the Crystal Palace nBy the plastic dinosaurs nIn my pocket was a piece of paper nAnd the writing look like yours nStarting picking thru' our conversations nKicking thru' the rotten leaves nNever realise the implication nDidn't you know there's a monster in me nnIf you're gonna carry on then deep inside nI'll give my heart to the winter nIf you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness nnSummer's gone and there's no sun what have I done nI lost my love to the winter nNow my heart is cold and dark what have I done I've given our love away