Didn’t I try nTo love her? nDidn’t I paint nPictures of her? nDidn’t I try nTo change? nI shouldn’t have bothered. nnDidn’t I buy nThe ocean for her? nDidn’t I wear nThe colour (?) nDidn’t I feel nThe wind? nDidn’t I plead? nnShe is strange nAnd solemn. nShe is nLike cherry blossom. nShe is nThe Empress. nnDidn’t I kneel nBefore her? nDidn’t I follow nHer orders? nDidn’t I clean nHer shit? nDidn’t I fall? nnDidn’t I climb nThe ladder? nDidn’t I smile nFor the cameras? nDidn’t I feel nThe wind? nDidn’t I plead? (? bleed) nnShe is strange nAnd solemn. nShe is nLike cherry blossom. nShe is nThe Empress. nnShe is strange nAnd solemn. nWith lips nLike cherry blossom. nShe is nThe Empress.