blast off, metephorically into the future of lovento a place where I wont get hurt ni have a history of falling in lovenwith people who need help in a medical sensenflash back to the eleventh grade when it all fell apartnand I stood in the rainnremember “here is a letter for you”nsay goodbye to the forgiveness nhello to the insanennand a brand new place and a brand new homenand it feels so uplifting to be on my ownnmy scars are deep and my heart will mendnwe were too young to realize the hell we were innand ill leave you here to think about thatnnblood loss in the back of your car nremember red over white?non the sleeves that you wore ni have a history of being conceited and messing things up nwhile attempting to carenfiction, sex, and the midnight express, sentimental while I couldnsaying, “this is the best…”nIt kind of seems like a dream to me nownbut I’m trying to be strong, and I’m ready to move onnnto a brand new place and a brand new homenand it feels so uplifting to be on my ownnmy scars are deep and my heart will mendnwe were too young to realize the hell we were innand ill leave you here to think about thatnnits getting harder, man i gotta tell younthese panic attacks they just wont stopnbut ill get over it i promise i willncause this is the future ill make a new startnnbut I won’t stop now because I feel so proudnof everything I’ve accomplished since I scrambled outnI’ll be just fine, if you give me some timenIt’s hard to move forward when you’re stuck in rewindnyou can’t repair me so don’t you carry nThis weight on your shoulder I find so scarynand don’t ignore me if you want morencause your cigarettes finished and I’m out the doornmy scars are deep and my heart will mendnwe were too young to realize the hell we were innand ill leave you here to think about thatnill leave you here to think about thatnill leave you here to think about that