You are about to experience it in its reality.nIn this moment, know yourself, and abide in that state.nnI lie down in a river of lovengo to the edge and fallnplunge to the deep and hold my breathnbraced against the oncomingnnI lie down in a river of bloodngo to the edge and die a thousand timesnlook to the viscous barriernI might end, I might heal this nightnnat the point beyond which something will happennat the point beyond which something will occurnnThe morning was fine.nI saw a red dragonfly land on the wall in front of menthe words of a Hiroshima survivor,ndescribing his surroundings ten minutes before the blast