If I can't pay attentionnI can't think aboutnall the things that lead me to doubtnhow much I am in the things that I donwhat's new to me and what I already knewnbut I can't see or hearnand I need to know if I'm missing somethingnnBut I don't need this in my life right nownis the last thing to say to me when I don't know hownto get beyond thinking of thingsnthat are unimportant like thisnI had no worries when I had no doubtsncourage was something I could live withoutnbut that's impossiblenwhen there's something missingnnI don't need to tell yountake it easy on menwhen that's something I neednnWhen I had no worries I had no doubtsnat this point that's something I've forgotten aboutnlike what's missingnBut I would happily give it awaynto know why I never give anything up