eyes gagging under neon lights.nnyouth wrecked.nnwhite loads of wasted time.nnyouth spent.nnlisten to the fingernails singing on the chalkboard.nnyeah!nnwatch the teacher's pet.nnyeah!nnhe's just a heart attack.nnyeah!nnhe's just a heart attack waiting to happen.nnpass a note to the back of the classroom.nnugly words come from a bitter man -- he shoved the best years of his life down a trashcan, nnyouth wrecked.nnyouth spent.