A tragedy that was years in the making.nDeliver me no forgiveness because again I delivered the unforgivable.nHow quick we were to bury ourselves in love and how quick I was to fade to farewell.nIn days to come ask me for nothing, for all I have to give is the dirt that fills my mouth and these eyes that have been drained of all emotion.nEvery day is one more chance to remember and to stare alone into this tomb I've dug for two.nBut I fill the negative space with my broken promises and my shallow soul.nA timeless moment I wish to never return.nAnd still how false are these cracks I show upon my face.nOne million dying smiles in exchange for one million infected days is the price I would pay to restore your trust.nThings I know that this diseased body will never achieve are now the only things I live for, nBut in the end all my empty attempts for happiness tend to come up short, so I infect and mutilate this body and part ways with this life.nFor if I only knew that we were to live and die with regret I would have done away with this blessing of life.nThat kiss to your brow was goodbye forever.