i've said some thingsnthey should've been hard to saynin evening sun beams sipping chardonnaynspinning around in my barstoolnin swift chills up my spine as my heart coolsnto see a woman in a white gownnlooking me all over like she'd like to be lied downni'm the only one with no suit in herenshe pierced my heart with her boutinnierentook it home as a souvenirnnthe grand ballroom pauses as she entersnholding me by my suspenders, choking me with my own bowtieni'll love her til the night we both diennmy first sight finds hernhiding behind highlighted eyelinernunder the bangs she hangs over her browsnwe made love outta first date sexnshe was so precocious, strapping on my latexnyet so ferocious slipping into apexnhugging hard like a teddy bear, under sweaty hairnin a higher place her space felt tighternacquired taste to alcoholic sparkling cidernsliding into knots, it tied her upnnin this slow slide of hands, running upstairs for a private dancennthe grand ballroom pauses as she entersnholding me by my suspenders, choking me with my own bowtieni'll love her til the night we both die