I'd satellite my dreamsnOnto all the world's big screensnAnd you would surely seenJust what it is you mean to mennI couldn't tell you what I'm missing out onnI couldn't tell you what's choking menI couldn't tell you what's boiling under the surfacenI couldn't tell you anythingnnThis is killing me morenThan it should have ever been andnI'm afraid to say thatnThere's nothing worthy at stakennIt's disappointment on all horizonsnAnd now there's no escapenThere's deep bereavementnFrom the days we spent dancing in our gravesnnAnd I'll still wait for you to come back to shorenDrifting in your sweet frustrationsnI'm disillusioned and bear contusionsnFrom all your games of painnnBroadcast me something quietlynHold out the hope that I'll be listeningnnI'm sorry silently I'm doing this againnAnd I'm going to end this transmission with staticnnI'm sorry silently it's happening againnI'm under too much confliction to stand itnnLie about it it'll be alrightnYeah lie about it it'll be just finenHey lie about it and I'll lie about younAnd we'll just dig ourselves another hole to sleep innnYou and I are just out of hand and just out of my reachnAnd up here tonight there's nothing that I cannot seennShe can try to keep me,nYeah, she can try to keep menHappier than the idea of being with younOh how she can keep menHow she can tease menAnd I can't help but try to stay awaynnOh she can't keep men'Cause I won't let her hold onnI'm happier with an ideanThan the real thingnOh I can tease her 'cause it's easiernBut I can't sleep on a bed of nailsnnAnd I'll wake up cold and tell myselfnThat none of this could be happeningnWithout something giving on both sidesnCould you call it a push, a push to a stridenTil I break out into a run and come crashing back into youn'Cause she's no younnYou are a centerpiece, you are my melodynYou are the light that shines me back to shorenYou are the air I breathe, you are my secrecynMy heart, my soul, enraptured pure.nnEnd this communicationnEnd this bitter blood transmissionnEnd this resuscitation attemptnnEnd this crippling feelingnEnd this unrelenting nightmarenEnd this before I can't take anymorennI won't say a wordnAnd we'll drift to sleep in silencenDare I grievenFor a a memory, a moment of brevitynnWe lie in the eye of a hurricanen'Cause I lied when I said I was over you