i knew a girl once, she was beautiful in all sorts of waysnnmy lips were the right size for that perfect facennit's over now but i can't forget those big brown eyesnni feel so dead but i know i'm very much alivenni wish i could hear her voice before i go to sleepnnwell i guess i can but she doesn't actually speaknnit's just saved in my mind like all the other memoriesnnthat i know she'll forget, but i keep close to mennnnthis story goes on and on until i close my eyesnnand take the biggest breath of my lifennit never reaches my lungs, stays in my throatnni know it's impossible, but i still have hopennnnit's not the same, you and i are just parrallel shapesnntwo lines that never touch but are in viewing rangennit hurts so bad knowing that i can't hold your handnni think of ways to tell- but you'll never understandnnwhat it feels like to wake up every morning thinkingnndeep inside your heart, wishing that you hadn'tnnnnnni was so happy to knownni was yours and you were minennyou said everything would be just finennand that night, when you saidnnalright, i can't kiss you under street lightsnnyou looked so pretty, i hope they burn right through your eyes