dear beloved,nnit's been seven months since i've talked to you.nni can't pick up the phone and call when i want tonnits been a while since i've heard your voicennletting you go to live forever was such a bad choice.nnand i've been going through some changes nni wish you were here to witness.nnto talk to you again is all i neednnthere's a couple of things that you should see.nnnnand mom, well she's been better.nndays are long and nights are worse.nnbut you should have seen the family together.nnpeople flew in just to say their goodbyes.nnpraying and hoping that you enjoyed your timennand that this is right. nn...no it isn't.nnnni never thought that you could be the one that they could take.nni couldn't replace and still can't replace.nnand once again i will pretendnnto relive things the way they were.