I like to push it like smoking in HurricanesnBut some days I feel like futility is my middle namennWell it can't be men'cuz I'm not badnnThank God I gotta escapenSlow motion XTCnnAnd the days run in betweennand I can't find my ____nWill anyone else?nnThe days go by, drip dry suicidenI'm stuck in detachment modenIf only the good die youngnWhat happens if you don't?nIs it better to fade away?nWell it can't be truenbecause my molecules would so slowly closennAnd the days run in betweennand I can't find my ____nWill anyone else?nnSlow motion XTCn