Every time I found the words to saynWhat I thought would make things okaynI kept it all insidenslowly drowning in my pridenI never could admit my own mistakesnSome how I thought things would fall into placenand I made a changentoo latenn(CHORUS)nHere, past all the lightsnwhere everything's clearnnothing seems to changenhow I love younand nownyou're gonna leavenI'm just slowly dying hereninsidentrying to let gonnMaybe I just thought I had you herenI thought that you would not go anywherenI abused my positionnand I didn't carenand now that you no longer turn to menand it seems that you got over menI can hardly breathenyou no longer need menI'm just sorry I found out latenbut all the choices I MadenI thought of menand not how it'd be to watch you walk awaynI know I'll never make it rightnbut everyday I trynin hopes you might come backnyou're where my heart's at nI have to find a waynn(CHORUS)nnAnd everytime I think of younits hard for me to think of what I can donI used to have you here beside menI just want you here beside me babynHow can the sun keep shinin' nwhen my whole body's cryinnI know I never told you whynI need you in my lifenn(CHORUS)