If a part of me could believenYour words were turenIf I could forgive you todaynCould I be with younNow I’ve stayednAnd chased the shadowsnOf the way nThings used to bennThen someone else walks into my lifenAnd shows me a placenWhere all of the pain that you causednHe can erasenBut I shynAway from the feelingnCause I’m living off of what if you and InnNow he can seenAll the good thingsnThat you never did see in menWants to know all of my favorite this thatnWhen I wake up asks my dreams nIt’s beenn1 year 5 months 6 hoursnSince you broke my trustnBut I know our memories never fadenAnd you’ve showed me you can changennCHORUS:nIf I just walk awaynFrom all that we hadnIf I just let you gonAnd leave all the pastnThan this would be easynI’d leave all these feelingsnI wouldn’t be stuck on what if but more of what isnnNow this is where the problem beginsnYou’ve changed up your lifenIf only when you held me in your handsnThis still felt rightnEverything you didnStays on my mindnI’m searching for forgiveness I can’t findnAnd I know my feelings changednOn that cold October day so InnFound myself a man whose only beennSo good to menTickles me just to feel my skinnAnd all that he isnIs the perfect dream of what I neednThis decision should be so easynBut all of the things he doesnDoesn’t seem to be enough cause InnKeep thinking of timesnWhen you made me smilenKept you a secret from mom and dadnWrote a song about the love we had nIts been 4 years 5 months 6 hoursnSince you’ve known my namenI couldn’t live without you for a daynAnd its so hard to stay awaynn(CHORUS)nnOh whynDo I crynWhen I know this is over between me and younYou’ve kept me from starting overnWith someone elsenBrand newn