Heavily medicatednpowerless to stop itndesperate twisting thoughts ofnthe horrors of thenones that owe you somethingnmost think they owe nothingnanother shot of sakentip your glassesnnConcentrate and focusnforget all you knownappreciate the powernbefore the hate squad entersnnever seemed so cleannsanitary conditionsnI will conquer all that I knownnLife has no ordernlife is lifenwhat can we do to bring back some pride?nnow that I know what’s going to happennnHate is the fuel that helps me to survivennOminous thoughts from my mindnI don’t believe I know what happenedndouble the dose and lie downnI will never paint a pretty picturenalways rely on myselfnnever really thought you would learnnsustained assault is my rightnturning to the cross never thoughtnI’d fight a Christiann