i've exhausted my pen njust to pinpoint a where and when this nall began nbut all i can see nis where my fingers did touch these keys na mass of steel that brings nangels with beautiful wings nwrapped around me as they sang ni will protect the infected in all you see nnfirst i could taste the poison in my tongue nspread to my lips with every word i spoke ninhaled and exhaled through my lungs nwe're incubating and assisting a virus nhere in the crow's feet and cracks of my face nwe found a place to hide and keep my secrets safe away nnwhile years passed by nand days passed on nlight and heat reflected off of me nto burn and melt shapes of who i used to be nbut don't get caught nin what you saw nlesser men have died from what was growing inside nmy fate i accepted i could not change nbut no hospital nwould have me nwas this psychosymatic with no symptoms to diagnose? nnalas i knew what was there all along ni could feel my insides burning nwhen my eyelids fluttered and my sweaty palms did stutter nlocked all the doors and hid under my sheets from the cracks of these streets that were beckoning me ni would stare into the back of my eyelids nthe audience is listening so preach on brother preach nwe can sleep forever now or wake up just to dream nall these voices told me that i was different i didn't wanna be nbut when i look into my reflection now i'm loving what i see ni'm the miracle in the mirror! i'm the miracle in the mirror! nnsee if god can't judge me nneither can you ni was sent on a mission for the evil things i do nnwhen all else fails nin case of emergency ntake two lives and don't call anyone in the morning napologies and misunderstandings could shed light on a fatal night ni lost myself when i lost that will to fight nnSo how can we fix what has been broken when the pieces remain unnamed nwith two hands to my face i will wash the blame away nfor i got caught nin what i saw nthe sky opened up and i gave my soul away nthe sun pierced my flesh and i'd rather just erase the pain away