so wait nnis this my delusion nnim being left by my only friend nncome clean and just tell me the answer nndo you know what you have done nnfuck you and your life nnim wondering just what to do nnive got nothing here now nnso leave it nnwith someone who might really care to hear this nnyour worthless case nnnnso fake nnyour comments false and lucid nncautious of words that rarely leave your mouth nnrethink the choices you made in emotion nnwhat you do nnjust might destroy nnthe lives of those you call friends nndid you lose sight in my absense nnin your persuit you left us all behind nnthe face you always look to for answers nnbecomes an anthem a fit a rage nnnnwhen you lost your mind nni lost the will nni cant change anything for anyone but me nnsometimes i think i cant go on nnwell these wounds are mine nndont try to say that this was just about you nnignore the impulse to break down the process enough nnto just sit back and watch me drown nnnnits true we all want to be alone nnyouve got no right to walk away nnseems you who never had nna choice is now the one with no remorse nnsad to see such irony is lost on you nnbecause those who forget where they came from nnsoon fall back to where they used to be nni'll keep my eyes open to watch you hit the ground nnyou deserve your wretched past n