Is this what's left of me?nnI sense the kiss,nIt's coming on,nAssess the risk between us,nMy fall,nI pray for something,nA quick demise,nSubstance to substitute a restless mind,nCall the doctors,nCall the gods,nYou can't call anyone to save me now,nWeak is the one who crawls,nLives life behind a wall,nThe only question here is why can't I ever...nnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feelnnIs this what's left of me?nDebilitated life?nLook back and see nothing but myself wasted,nThis is what's left of me,nWhat's left will be destroyed,nIf it ever ending,nMy self hatred?nnI am the cancer,nI am the cause,nI have the devil sitting on my left shoulder,nIn this regression,nI'm looking for,nJust some attention,nSo don't keep me waiting,nWithout direction,nSpreads the fault,nSearching for something just a little less caustic,nSirens that sing their song,nSeems life is just too long,nI'll follow them and wonder Why can't I ever feel?nnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feelnWhy can't I ever feel