I'm leaving homenAbove the clouds with silver wingsnI feel my guts slowly drop as engines singnMy teeth are clenchedn'Cause gravity is defiednI'm at a place where I feel dead insidennI know I can take back what I never lendn'Cause all my plan is crushed in the endnnDesperatenAs I slip the screws out from the seatnI need a way to breathenThe windnTakes the fusell lodge from the tail piecenI hope it sets me freennWith my nose pressed up to the window panenI lost the lights so now they dance in rainnI breathe out to make a canvis for your namenI can't realise my shoulders carry the blamennI know I can take back what I never lendn'Cause all my plan is crushed in the endnnDesperatenAs I slip the screws out from the seatnI need a way to breathenThe windnTakes the fusell lodge from the tail piecenI hope it sets me freennI look below and way the ripnAnd now the bag is up, I'll be dropping windnnI'm diseased just like my fathernHe says it comes from my mothernI hope my son does not catch itnnLook at what I have to do to survivenI hurt myself just to feel alivenI don't know if I'll make it back homen'Cause I don't know if there's no hope left therenEveryone's looking for somewaynI am looking for the one way outnI've been wasting my timenStanding in linenAnd this is what life is all aboutnnDesperatenAs I slip the screws out from the seatnI need a way to breathenThe windnTakes the fusell lodge from the tail piecenI hope it sets me freen