I'm giving up all expectationsnThat I will live a meaningful lifenI once was filled with inspirationnThat lion heart has lost his pridenn[Chorus]nI'm not the person that I thought that I would benI keep tripping over the same stepsnThese words are beautifulnAdvice is never usefulnAnd I still walk the line held tight with my regretsnI'd rather die than live like thisnI gotta give, I'm giving innnSome people never will go crazynWhat horrible lives they must leadnI'm gonna try and pay to see itnAnd build a window to help me seenn[Chorus]nnI have got my eye lids stapled shutnI have failed but I'm used to itnMy past is just thatnIt's a sunken old shipnThere will be momentsnI pretend that I can raise it upnUp out from the depthsnnWho the fuck am I kidding?nI was born with the curse of always giving innEvery day is another chance to make peace with myselfnBut I would rather play deadnnSure it looks easy when it's through my liesnA hero has a thousand faces, none of them matching minenFuck the world, fuck the stars, fuck the person you arenBut nothing will matter if I don't give up folding my cardsnn[Chorus]