So I have found, there’s just something about this room that gets me so down.nAnd I am tired of drowning myself now.nMaybe one day I will finally find a way to tear myself away from caffeine and how it made your hyperactive tear stained cheek taste, or that frantic look on your face…nWhy must I always find things I don’t remember writing?nHow exciting is my life?nOh, I’ll paint this whole wall red.nI can’t remember the scab, but I still recall her dress.nThis confliction is consistent. nYou have given me all of the closure that you can afford and it is more than I deserve.nSo I tore it all down and I made you watch me, made you help me, watched you watch me, watched you want me;nHa, yeah right. nI will never be more than never again.nAnd you know I’m finally fine with it.nYeah, I’m finally fine with it because I found someone who’s genuinely thankful that I exist. nn