i shave my legs
now every day
i'll never miss that spot on my kneecap again okay
it was much too
easy to let go of you
can only give so much of yourself
until you're gone completely
the only thing i ever wanted out of my life was someone who'd risk theirs just to show me that they care
and oh god you do every day
and i know i can't deserve you
if i did, don't you think things would be different
and i would not be sleeping beside and with myself
would not be spitting in the eyes of everyone else
who tries to get closer, gain some closure
i am stuck
he has filled holes in my heart
and my cheeks hurt when i am with you
the pain is pristine
and i have shown you around my hometown
under star strung ---
waking up inside the back seat on a hot september morning
it makes no difference if you're warned and do not heed the warning
and i trust you trust enough to know
i won't let you drown
and i trust you trust enough to know
i won't let you down
(is this what falling in love again
feels like)