I don't know how else to put thisnIt's taken me so long to do thisnI'm falling asleep and I can't see straightnMy muscles feel like a meleenMy bodys curled in a U-shapenI put on my best but I'm still afraidnnPropped up by lies with promisesnSaving my place as life forgetsnMaybe it's time I saw the worldnnI'm only here for a whilenBut patience is not my stylenAnd I'm so tired that I gotta gonnWhat am I suppose to hide nownWhat am I suppose to donDid you really think I wouldn't see this throughnnTell me I should stick around for younTell me I could have it allnI'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..nnI get to go home in one weeknBut I'm leaving home in three weeksnThey throw me a bone just to pick me drynnI'm following suit and directionsnI crawl up inside for protectionnI'm told what to do and I don't know why..nnI'm overexisting in limbonI'm over the myths and placebosnI don't really mind if I just, fade away..nnI'm ready to live with my familynI'm ready to die in obscuritynCause I'm so tired that I gotta go..nnOhh.. What am I suppose to want now..nWhat am I suppose to do..nYou still don't think I'm going see this through..nnTell me I'm a part of history..nTell me I can have it all..nI'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..nn(Instrumental)nnOoh yeah'yeah....nnOhh.. What am I suppose to want now..nWhat am I suppose to do..nYou still don't think I'm going see this through..nnTell me I'm a part of history..nTell me I can have it all..nI'm still too tired to care and I gotta go..nnI'm still too tired to care and I gotta go.. Yeah..