Over the railway bridgenKicking off the Sunday bestnFist full of the sleeping pillsnMissing the entire messnnSpeeding by a vannParked outside the housenBreaking through the doornTo find you there but inside outnnIn a darkened room,nClutching for the switchnEyes are closed and waiting fornThe light to shine onnnYou took a breath and it held ontonAll the blood flow through your skinnYou wanted just to push it outnYou had no reasons to hold outnnXs on your eyesnBlanked out from the blissnOne step from the bathroom doornAnd two from the abyssnnThere was no one therenIt seemed there never wasnWaited for a lifetime ‘tilnThe light could shine onnnYou took a breath and it held ontonAll the blood flow through your skinnYou wanted just to push it outnYou had no reasons to hold outnnAll the things that you never had beforenNo one gave to you things you needed morenIn a faded room passed out on the floornFinally you saw the lightnnYou took a breath and it held ontonAll the blood flow through your skinnYou wanted just to push it outnYou had no reasons to hold outnnYou took a breath and it held ontonVenom from the inside outnYou wanted just to keep it innYou in the dark with no way out.