I was trying to look so hardnI was trying to find my waynI woke up sleeping nWith green eyes, brown eyesnGet them away from mennThere's nothing I will regretnThere's nothing to forgetnLook into your mirrornI'll cut your face with a razor blade todaynnAnd I try to look so badnTo not fit in your worldnMy pretty face is going straight to hellnAnd I try to look so badnTo hurt my parents nownAnd heaven is the closest thing to hellnnI'm walking these streets againnIn fear of everyonenWith their staring eyesnBut it's too cold to be alone todaynnI'll finally take the broken dreamnI'll tear my (?) on my jeansnAnd in the clubsnThey all look wrong to mennAnd I try to look so badnReject my social worldnThose fascist dogs, nPlease get them away from menAnd I try to look so badnTo feel good insidenAnd heaven is the closest thing to hellnnAnd I try to look so badnI try to look so badnFor a moment of true lovenFor a moment of true lovenAnd I wanna be with younBut I don't know who you arenAnd heaven isnHeaven is the closest thing to hell